Feeling exhausted and frustrated, repeating over and over… but I don’t know who to turn to.

I'm so tired, actually,
Actually, no one ever seems to understand me,
I've gotten used to pretending to be strong,
I've grown used to facing everything alone…






I sometimes wish I could hang out with friends, whether happy or disappointed.
I'd get drunk…

Sometimes I'm just lonely and pick up my phone to scroll through my contact list…
Over and over…
I don't even know who to call…