May you have company for the rest of your life...

The year has passed, and a foolish guy keeps thinking about you. I really wanted to call and say, 'Happy New Year…' But in a blink, we've entered another spring. Thank you for meeting me in this lifetime. You showed me the beauty of love.
How agonizing is the pain of loving someone? Every small feeling, every detail, brings you to mind. Just seeing a familiar person, your image will always appear in my mind, reminiscing about every little thing… I have no reason not to love you, there's no right or wrong in my feelings for you. I understand your thoughts, I just don't say them. You're confused, and I know you're confused. I just pretend not to see. Some things I understand, I just don't want to express them. Everything, I don't say, you understand, I know… Because of love, I'm here, because I care, I'm forgiving, because I understand, I'm compassionate. Because I love you, I understand your silent silence. Do you know the heart that wept for you… Thank you. Thank you for bringing the most colorful company to those pale years. Thank you for giving me the warmest innocence in that once-lost river…