Xiaoxiang Family Letter: I am doing well! I will carry a deeper love and complete the white-clad mission.

Dear Hua Ge:
Meeting face to face!
In this era of information so developed, even though I and you have several hundred kilometers apart, we only need a video call to 'see each other', but I choose this traditional and romantic way to say hello and express my well-being and my longing for you.
I remember the way you were reluctant to send me off when you got on the car before, your countless reminders and words of concern, and I said I wasn't afraid, but it was a lie. When we arrived at our destination and stepped onto the hot soil of Wuhan, I immediately felt my blood boil and my heart surge with excitement. All the worries and fears vanished. For you and your son, I am a wife and a mother; for Wuhan, a beautiful and friendly city, I am a white-clad warrior. The inherent pride and sense of mission of a medical worker like me became a huge source of energy that spurred us forward!
Today, the Fang Cheng isolation ward finally released patients. I also finished my work in the ward. Returning home after disinfecting and washing up, I decided to write to you first to let you know that I'm okay! Here, we've communicated through phone calls, video calls, and face-to-face visits to provide psychological assessments and interventions for patients. When I put on the protective suit and entered the isolation zone for close contact with patients, I could better understand their complex psychological states. During these days without family, we became comrades, friends, and family members. Every time they grabbed my hand, even through three layers of gloves, I could still feel their trust, their strength, and their enthusiasm. These days will undoubtedly be the most unforgettable and important memories of my life!
If you ask me if I would still stick to my original decision and embark on this mission if I could stop me or make different choices, I would answer with more certainty: Yes! After ten years of reflection and this short period of refinement, I think I've transformed into a brave and fearless warrior.
In the upcoming battlefield, in the hospital and patient ward I will return to in a short time, I will face patients with deeper love, deeper understanding, and respect for life, and fulfill my mission.
I wonder what you are doing at this time? What is your son doing? Please give him a hug and kiss for me, and tell him that his mother will be back soon! How are your parents? Please tell them I am okay!
Thank you for letting me be free from worry and giving me the confidence and courage to overcome difficulties. You are my strongest backing.
I look forward to it, I'm coming back soon, when that happens, it will be like spring breeze and willows, 'faces like flowers, corresponding red'!
Love you, Fen Fen
March 9, 2020
(The author is a member of the sixth medical team from Hunan Province supporting Wuhan, and a psychological consultant in the child and adolescent psychology department of Hunan Provincial Neurological Hospital Yang Fen)
Xiaoxiang Morning News reporter Zhang Shubo, correspondent Shi Rong
Source: ZAKER Xiaoxiang