Then We Were, It Was My Falling in Love With You, Now We Are, It Was My Forgetting You

I am just a person in this world, but when it comes to you, you are my whole world. Gradually, time has taught me how to forget and let go. Indeed, I always do that for you, and it shouldn't be. After all, I thought my love was just for me alone. If you didn't appear, the whole performance was self-directed and self-acted.

Have you ever felt that the person who always takes the initiative experiences hurt, while the person who is always passive feels like they're insignificant? You are just like that, simply watching me over time. You choose to look for me in time, to retreat when you try, sorry, I'm really tired. Because our relationship is always fluctuating between closeness and distance. After all, we hesitate to step back and lack the qualification to move forward. Oh, no, it's just that I hesitate. You should just let it go.

Do you know that people you can see in the years will never be forgotten? We grow up, meet more people, and see what we become. Do you remember the promises you made, the actions you faced, I am finally trying to understand those promises in the moment, just a willingness to accompany you for life. Everything else doesn't count.

To be honest, you might not know that every day without seeing you, I try to become better, to become more mature, to become more likable. But you are my indispensable part, and I am just a dispensable part of your life.

I lost to you in love. I thought if I could remember all your likes, all your habits, all your words, I would be happy, and you might also notice me a little. But in the end, you didn't. Because your world doesn't need me. Or perhaps you have already fallen in love with someone else. Whatever the result, it's a loss for me, because when you look at me in the depths of the night, that person is crying, that person is drunk. In those years, there must be many people like me.

People you enter into the heart will never be forgotten. If you forget, if you let go, it's just a lie for the sake of dignity. Love the past, discard the past, don't linger in memories. I want to let go of you, because you are beyond my control.

I don't know if my heart will be happy again, but I know that youth has been wrongly assigned, and I realize it's too late.

Do you know that insecure people can't imagine it? They always guess and think randomly. You may not know.

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I'm afraid to sink into memories and can't stop. I should choose to say goodbye in a way. I will live a way that is ready to leave or be abandoned. Love is open, and not loving is also okay. I don't ask about memories anymore, because you can never reach me.

I don’t know if my heart will be happy again, but I know that youth has been wrongly assigned, and I realize it’s too late.