A cup of lemon tea almost cost me my life.

People are always thinking about things they can't forget before going to bed.

I don't know when I started to enjoy drinking milk, and gradually started to enjoy the taste of bitter tea.

I don't know when I started to be able to finish a whole bottle of beverage at a time, and started to stare at drinking half a cup of lemon tea.

It's as if in the late night, you can't sleep because of the thoughts that surface in your mind, remembering all the beautiful things that have happened in the past and the feeling of being fully immersed in them, but you can't remember the person who brought those feelings.

I thought these things had already been established as milestones in my heart because of time, but I never thought that these things would be awakened by a cup of lemon tea, and that heart, already smoothed by the years, began to tremble a little.

So that cup of lemon tea almost took my life.

People always like to look at the ceiling and think about things they can't forget before going to bed.

Fortunately, you can fall asleep when you're missing someone, but unfortunately, you can't stop missing someone and falling asleep.

And can you understand the feeling of drinking a cup of lemon tea when you're unable to fall asleep?A word to describe it is: 'dying of sorrow.'

So that night, my mind was playing a movie called 'Hello, Goodbye,' and this movie described the process of going from strangers to familiarity, and then from familiarity to strangers.

And I can clearly remember how you entered my life with 'Hello,' and deeply remember how you left my life with 'Goodbye,' and the process from 'Hello' to 'Goodbye' should be called 'regret',

Because I regret responding to your 'Hello,' and I regret not holding onto your 'Goodbye,' and I regret thinking about 'Hello, Goodbye' because of that cup of lemon tea.

After all, you are the lingering emotion after disappointment, and the bitter soup I wouldn't even drink in hell.

It was because of this cup of lemon tea that I remembered my past self – the self who wasted time with all my might.

In the past, I really didn't need lemon tea to stay awake all night, tossing and turning and forcibly healing myself with music couldn't even see Mr. Zhou's face.

That period of time, my sleep was really not more than 3 hours a day, and this process lasted for a whole month. I even thought about taking sleeping pills to lull myself to sleep, but the pharmacist looked at my dark circles under my eyes and refused to sell them, fearing I would commit suicide.

So, the feeling of being very tired and wanting to sleep, with uncontrollable memories flooding your mind, and from the setting sun to the rising of dawn, may only be experienced by those who have gone through it.

The stable sleep you gained took a lot of time and a lot of sweat to obtain. Fortunately, it was because of you, not for you.

But those roads that were so hard to walk were returned to their original point by a cup of lemon tea. Those hardships that were finally overcome were returned to a valley with no echo by a cup of lemon tea.

Those scars that take a long time to heal are like wounds that have been stitched up, and the degree of pain is not comparable to the pain of the fresh wound.

So, I really regret drinking this cup of lemon tea and remembering that unworthy self and that good you.

Finally, I don't know what time I fell asleep.

I just remember dreaming about you, even if we hadn't seen each other for a long time, and I didn't know what you looked like, but I could still recognize you by feeling.

More importantly, you said in your dream that you wanted to marry me, and I laughed myself awake – it seems that some things really only exist in dreams.

I don't think I will ever drink lemon tea in the late night anymore, because making 'Hello, Goodbye' cost me half my life, and I don't want to use half my life to see 'Hello, Goodbye.'

Perhaps some things can suppress them without forgetting them, and the more you force yourself to forget, the more likely the spring will take your future.

'Lemon tea is good, but the 'you' in the lemon tea is quite bitter.'