From Despair to Hopelessness - A Saying: It’s a Shame I Was Just Your Friend, Not Part of Your Story
1I'm easily smiling and easily crying. When I smile, it's without a care; when I cry, it's with genuine pain.
2I gave you everything, only to be left alone and embarrassed in the end. I don't understand why the person I liked would grow up by hurting me, and ultimately, lack maturity and composure in their love.
3This time, I truly don't like you anymore. Please take back your coldness, arrogance, and inconsistent emotions. The me who used to love you so much is leaving now, and it's for good.
4I do miss you, but I don't want to compromise myself. You always act like you don't need me, making it impossible for me to approach you. So, rather than disappointment, I choose to be alone.
5Just that one year, I saw a movie, and a sentence stuck with me: 'I love you, but it has nothing to do with you.'
6You leaving is truly a blessing. Otherwise, I would constantly worry about you leaving, and after each separation, I secretly continued to love you for a long time. It's a pity I was just your friend, not a part of your story. I hope you're happy, but don't let me know.
7I think by myself, walk by myself, smile by myself, cry by myself, feel sad by myself, go from having a heart to losing it, a song transitions from love to indifference – this is my current state of mind and my persistent emotion.
8You can arbitrarily waste my passion with your coldness and indifference, or ignore my disappointment and sadness – but my love for you has persisted for so long. You've worn it down, and it's gone.
9I haven't written you any more messages, nor have I taken the initiative to contact you. Seeing you only makes me brush past you with a slight smile, or even ignore passersby without a smile. It's not that I'm pretending to be aloof and worldly, but you missed the sincere me back then.
10Again and again, belief and expectation, again and again, disappointment and chill – I've probably lost the courage to believe in arrangements and futures. Even the most important waiting is now wavering.
11Emotions fade little by little, and hearts grow cold little by little. Not everyone waits, and not all loves can be recovered.
12I thought my efforts were enough, but I couldn't hold your heart. It's exhausting, chilling – should I let go?
13The biggest regret is that I couldn't explain things face to face. A hug could have solved everything, but it ended with strangers.
14Some things become clear only after repeated disappointments; some people become light only after seeing through them.
