Whispers of the Soul...
Sometimes silence, not speaking, not confiding, isn't a lack of words, nor is it a sign of safety. It's because even when spoken, it's futile. Therefore, rather than speak like a sealed bottle, or rot inside, even if that means rotting within some part of your body, it's better to keep silent, especially when faced with someone like 'A San' or 'A Si'. Even if you haven't confided, you must diligently dissect each sentence, savoring every word. Or perhaps, brew a cup of tea, letting it transition from scorching hot to icy cold, without ever tasting it. It's all for the sake of stillness, and the subtle action that arises from it. These aren't the key; the key is that there's truly no one to confide in…
I've forgotten what the taste of a true confidante is, or even from the last time, or even earlier, it began with your coldness, followed by your complete departure. My heart is dead. Even if you gave me enough reasons, even if you genuinely cared for me, what does it matter? Yearning and hatred are unimportant; what matters is that you left. Leaving means I must live this life alone. Do I still need to speak?
You chose to leave in your own way, and I would rather you were utterly heartless. Your departure took with it all my emotions…
I am now a solitary hand, unable to make a sound. I will not speak about my feelings with anyone…
It's truly the end of love. What good is love if you're not there? Let the wind scatter the leaves, and they will fall. Let it go like this wish. May you have a clear understanding, my love, wherever you are, live and die.
It's only because of the mountains, rivers, and time, that we can't thrive in difficult situations. Either be safe, or be healthy, or be loving, or remain inseparable, can this be achieved?
Only regrettable are the memories, not the departure. It is not your intention to leave…
It's just that the mountains and rivers cannot be overcome. Either give back a complete poem, or…
I don't start with sadness, or end with departure. Or be safe, or be healthy, or be loving, or inseparable. Can this be done?
