Loving Him Is Difficult, Not Loving Him Is Even More Difficult; Wanting Him Is Difficult, Not Wanting Him Is Even More Difficult


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Introduction:
In this life, there will always be one person for you, bringing a fateful destiny, arriving in your life.
He is your beautiful love, shining your flowing years, he is your soul's endless yearning, he is the most profound imprint in your heart.
Heaven arranged for him to be in this node of his life, just for you and him to establish a connection, to write a story, to perform a romantic tale.
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In the boundless wilderness of time, he came late, you have no longer qualifications to love, but he stubbornly ruled in your world and penetrated your heart.
You cannot control the surging of your emotions, because when you meet him, every cell in you resonates with him, you cannot refuse his deep affection. Because you hear the sound of your heartbeat accelerating, the sound of your heart skipping a beat.
In the entrance of the dream, you bend down to salvage a long-buried deep affection, placing it in your palm, love as treasure.
You are willing to walk hand in hand with him into the wildness of time, together watch the sunrise and sunset, together watch the wildflowers in the afternoon sun, together bathe in the wind and rain that comes suddenly, together experience the ups and downs of love.

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Truly, meeting is beautiful, you are willing to break through the cocoon and fly together with him, at the corner of the flowing years, you met love. But destined, some people, you are not afraid to love, but love is unwilling to love.
There are many emotions, perhaps, some come at an inappropriate time, but fateful connections, sometimes you cannot resist. You indulge in the beauty and intoxicating of love, willingly fall into the cycle of love.
Unconsciously, you love yourself to lose yourself, cannot find the way back, slowly you become humble.
You are always waiting for his news, will be heartbroken or upset over every little wind and rain about him. You know you cannot control this too beautiful destiny.
Unconsciously sinking into the mud. In fact,
You also have your pride, because he is him, you compromise his arrogance.The most beautiful love in the world should be evenly matched, two people loving each other equally, you love him, and he loves you equally.
But as you walk, as you love, the balance of love is offset, your adds to one side, bending the scale of love.
You love too tired, because his every move, every dynamic, every friends circle affects and influences your emotions.
In this grand love, you gradually lost your dignity, lost your personality, lost your sprawling branches, becoming a bare tree.

3
He moves away, you also need to return to find your sprawling branches. Too beautiful love is like fireworks, it shone brightly in the night sky, finally leaving a patch of ashes.
You always thought you would have a long time together, in the end, you found it was just a fleeting moment.
Conclusion:
This love, you walked too tired.
It starts beautifully, the process is tired, the ending is sad, wake up is difficult. Now you are a lone walker in the desert of emotions, your heart is full of wrinkles, you grow old, not slowly, but instantly.
Because after him, you no longer have anything to take out,
You know maybe one day, you will forget, will forget that unforgettable time, will forget him.Author introduction: Liu Qiushi, also uses the pen name Liu Ruyue, member of Shandong Provincial Writers Association, has published many works. May words be the longest companionship, accompany you along the way. If you like my articles, please like and follow!
